So, it has been ages since i've blogged?
Well i'm back..
Anneong~
Things have changed, everything are different now.
Even if i don't want it this way, it just have to be..
Various changes in my life even if im happy with it or not.
Hair sort of diff already right!
Used to have super long hair with side fringe.
Even my figure!! :o
Now become so fat.
Pouts.
So now im single again?
Long story pls don't ask.
I know there's still a part of me that doesn't want it this way.
But if its meant not to hurt more, then i guess i'll choose that path and not regret it.
It has been a good 2 years with you, even tho the quarrels and all.
Its just those little things that you rmb and learn from it.
I have to say another phase has passed.
If its fate, even after a whole round, we'll be back.
For now, i've totally no mood for being in any relationship.
Well, time says it all.
As for school, the hectic life is back.
Been having internship since mid September.
We had about 2 wks rest after the final tests before the internship starts.
Im glad to make friends in work and training, hell fun of the lot.
So, it has also been about a month since the start of operations.
Working in a call centre, and at the same time undertaking the module i have to do.
Year 2 all the skipping and flunking of tests made me had to retake 1 module.
But i would also say that it is a blessing in disguise.
Instead of facing work 5 days straight, i get to go school for lessons 1 day.
But sacrifices has to be made.
In order to grad within 3 years and all this "blessing", my Saturday has been eaten up by work.
All i can feel is the fatigue.
After i've gotten my pay for intern, realised i have been starting to think differently.
There is this sense of satisfaction and the day to look forward.
I would also start to do savings (which nvr in my life i thought i would, swear).
Besides that, whenever im spending money, its like finally im using my own money feel. LOL.
But at the same time, desk bound work is real bored.
Practically just eat and sit.
Can totally work until stomach have tyres -.-
My tummy fats all visible already lor.
Want exercise also can't find the time/ energy.
Always super tired, spoils the mood..
I'd say work and school has brought me off the edge off the r/s.
Having r/s problems is not good.
But, ok well i got my freedom.
Everything has a price to pay.
It's a sentence proven to all.
You've played enough and got that which is probably fair.
Starting to learn how to have a work life balance.
Well, at least i think im getting more aunty.
Playing mj overnight instead of slping.
Maybe drinking or rather chill more than club.
Going out for supper and catch up when its super late.
Guess we'll only enjoy these when we work.
Chill at the bar or tourist spots brings me to a totally different place.
I don't feel in Singapore firstly coz of the people.
Hahaha, the crowd really makes a difference.
The times at Holland was spent fairly well.
Turning in early, meeting people in the west and the quiet and rather "maintained" buses.
Reminds me of Australia.
Oh well.
Planning to go Korea, Taiwan and Bangkok next year after intern :)
Hopefully they turn out well.
Maybe Korea for a wk, Taiwan for a couple and Bangkok for like 4-5 days?
After that start working again.. or study?
Talking about this.
Family and relatives' been asking me to go on study for a degree.
But what i really want is to work.
At least get a taste of work for a couple of years before going back to study.
I mean like, its not i don't want to study what.
Tho i know paper certs are important in the current society, but i want to do what i like..
Also been consulting people around me on what they think about this.
Like D, S, J, J, I, S, N etc and some trainers/ colleagues at work.
I'd still think its personal preference..
Better note.
Vampire Diaries season 4 is up too!
Feel like catching up on my laptop whenever im at home.
Ok, bye.
Stomach's growling which means its time to slp!
Guess thats about it?
Have fun lovelies! :)
Rmb, get up from where you fall.
Move on with life, time doesn't stop for you.
Stay healthy!
With love, J.
