Yesterday 's .. hahaas plain and nasty post ?
Seriously never cried that hard with a sucidal mind of leaving home ever before .
Went out of house for 20min i think ? Fuck it :)
come back nia pop saw then niam with some fucking versions .
i guess this is the max i can take ?
breakdown . Too stressed already ?
esp r/s or even fam prob barhes ?
Acting and putting on a happy-go-lucky front .

i'm not the girl ue used to know .
People change , so do i .
Find yourself a corner and disappear.
Its much better right ?
anyway , no one ever cared right ?
All i want is a simple 2 word care & concern from you ..
This kinda happens to be what ZY gave me instead .
Its not you even to start with .

Sometimes i wonder am i another bastard from the bin ?
Must be ya ?
Try me again :)
Nth better can i do in earth yea ?